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Post by spacecase0 on Dec 9, 2013 21:25:18 GMT -5
I spent years going to every last dark place in me,
and I have just found out that others have not done so,
have you explored all the dark places you have ?
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Post by Deleted on Dec 20, 2013 12:49:39 GMT -5
Its an old country saying: "Be careful what you wish for" (cause you just might get it).
I had a parent that was profoundly abusive. It took me years to get past the fact that I didn't cause that parents death.
Guilt issues ran around in my head for a decade or more.
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Post by spacecase0 on Dec 22, 2013 15:48:45 GMT -5
I had a similar situation with a step father,
I was very upset when he died because I knew I could never kill him then,
I never felt a bit of guilt for wishing him dead for all those years and was glad it finally happened,
felt a bit of guilt for not killing him when I had the chance, but I got over it pretty quick,
I am still not recovered from what he had done to me, but at least I don't fear thinking about it anymore.
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